Act Blur Live Longer

I am fortunate

2010-02-03T10:55:00.000-08:00

I do feel I'm fortunate amidst all the unfortunate events.......

Life's tough, I am gathering strength to move on.....

I cannot panic!!! All's lost if I panic!!

I am so blessed to have you during this dark hours of my life......

Civil War Amidst Recession

2009-03-09T07:46:00.000-07:00

In a recession, ppl are fighting tog against retrenchment
Only IDIOTS create a civil war.
In such a war, civilians & country itself suffer......

What's my rights

2009-03-02T05:19:00.000-08:00

If it's a privilege, I wont ask for more......
If it's my entitlement, you better give it to me......

The world is full of petty people...... No privilege is fine with me, but when you try to take away my entitlement, I lost all respect for you........

As we go on....

2009-02-24T02:54:00.000-08:00

We all gain some and lose some....
Over the yrs, I've lost so much on the surface yet I've gained so much in depth.
I thank all of you sincerely to making me a better person every single day.

For once I wasnt there physically

2008-11-01T21:59:00.001-07:00

My apologies to you
This time round I wasnt by your side even though I very much wanted to......
Like I said earlier on, it seems like someone out there is trying to make you face yourself alone.
Nv once I've doubted your ability, not this time round definitely.
Though you've flown away, I just wanted to let you know in any case you need me, I'm just a phone call away. +65 in front dun forget.

We all know 'friends' are ppl who dun put ur name in their calendar, while friends do put ur name in their calendar. And you know that I belong to neither categories.
I do not need a calendar to put ur name inside.

HFMD

2008-10-24T05:23:00.000-07:00

Which stands for Hand Foot Mouth Disease in full......
Commonly thought by the mass that it's sth only kids kena.......
How wrong is that man.......
My nephew kena it at age 14......
I kena it at age 25.........
My sis kena it at age 32........
And the powerful disease carrier is my niece!!!!!!!!
1 ginna infect 2 adults and 1 1/2adult.......
Hand Foot Mouth Disease
My sis kena hand disease
My nephew kena foot disease
I kena mouth disease!!!!! TMD
Ulcars are painful I know!!!!!!
And half my tongue kena!!!!!!!!!!!
I couldnt eat anything
for 4 days i went without food can you imagine that???
Drank milk milo water nia........
Tmd..........

Awaken the Devil Withiin

2008-08-25T02:41:00.000-07:00

I think I posted sth similar b4. Anyway, I think I have( I say "I" cos I dun wan to sweep my statement like I usually do) an empty shell, an angel and a devil within me.
Some ppl call that angel the plus entity or the better self of u, some ppl call that devil the minus entity or the bad self. To me it's juz angel and devil and my empty shell.....

I have the choice to choose to be the angel or the devil or take bits and pieces of each of them, kind of mix and match. Ppl who noe me for certain period of time noes that I the devil is pretty dominant in me for quite a long period of time( I am not saying which is better than which, I think it depends. The angel to u might be the devil to others)

Yet I've received alot of comments complimenting me on my behaviour. yes it's pretty extreme at times. I am an extremist according to some of u.
of course there were a sequence of events that happened that changed me.

I acknowledge the fact that I've 2 selfs.

A split sec is all that it's needed to transform from an angel to devil, yet it takes time to transform from devil to angel. maybe thats why ppl says 学好三年.学坏三天吧.

The best compliment I ever received

2008-08-09T10:16:00.000-07:00

I feel honored to receive such a comment esp when I know you love your bro alot.

"It's all my brother's and your fault that I have such a hard time finding a bf. My standards in finding a bf is simply too high"

LOL thanks hah. For equating me n ur bro tog as a benchmark for u to find a bf.

I admit I'm great, but not yet that great. Winky winkz
I admit I'm a gentleman, but not yet a true gentleman. winkz

so what am I????

A great ................. 伪君子. heeheee

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人生不如意事有十之八九...
你也知道家家有本难念的经,更何况人人.

I am just more than glad to know that you are still who you are. all the same, just a lil lost and scared. and that leads to almost everything that u choose to do.

you're great, in achieving ur status at ur age.
but not that great, in keeping your mind in a sane mode.
oh yes I am saying u r insane. muahahaha. u noe exactly what I mean even when I have such a poor choice of words. heee.

in ur lil organiser maybe it's time to put down ur spiritual wants, and set a date to it???? hahaa no lah ... so that u can look and read at it everyday.
one's spirit often outlive its physical self.

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If only I'm still a child...

2008-07-31T04:05:00.000-07:00

An email sent by Tuang to all his men.

"For your pondering...

Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions.

'How old are you?' 'I'm four and a half!' You're never thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five! That's the key

You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead.

'How old are you?' 'I'm gonna be 16!' You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16! And then the greatest day of your life . You become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony . YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS!

But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there? Makes you sound like bad milk! He TURNED; we had to throw him out. There's no fun now, you're Just a sour-dumpling. What's wrong? What's changed?

You BECOME 21, you TURN 30, then you're PUSHING 40. Whoa! Put on the brakes, it's all slipping away. Before you know it, you REACH 50 and your dreams are gone.

But wait! You MAKE it to 60 You didn't think you would!

So you BECOME 21, TURN 30, PUSH 40, REACH 50 and MAKE it to 60.

You've built up so much speed that you HIT 70! After that it's a day-by-day thing; you HIT Wednesday!

You get into your 80's and every day is a complete cycle; you HIT lunch; you TURN 4:30 ; you REACH bedtime. And it doesn't end there. Into the 90s, you start going backwards; 'I Was JUST 92.'

Then a strange thing happens. If you make it over 100, you become a little kid again. 'I'm 100 and a half!'
May you all make it to a healthy 100 and a half

HOW TO STAY YOUNG
1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay 'them.'

2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down.

3. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. 'An idle mind is the devil's workshop.

4. Enjoy the simple things.

5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath.

6. The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person, who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive.

7. Surround yourself with what you love , whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Yo ur home is your refuge.

8. Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help.

9. Don't take guilt trips. Take a trip to the mall, even to the next county; to a foreign country but NOT to where the guilt is.

10.Tell the people you love that you love them , at every opportunity.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,but by the moments that take our breath away.

have a nice day
guang jie

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;
they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. "

This just says that 我们是犯贱的动物. 永远都不安于现状.

Oh yah before I forget
I love you all!!!!!!!! Though I love my gf more!!!!!!

Five dollar note

2008-07-22T13:18:00.000-07:00

nothing special about this five dollar note. it looks old actually.
thing is i had put this note in my organiser 10 years ago.
10 long years....

do you rem that 10 years ago this five dollar note can buy you a meal in Mac???
and this five dollar note can buy you a movie ticket....
this five dollar note can be used to top up the old ez link card(transit link card to be exact)

how this five dollar note has shrink man........... yet i've grown bigger n bigger.....

now come to think of it, do you still rem 10 yrs ago those pirated CDs were easily available??? esp in pasar malam??? still rem how much it cost per CD???? at least $10.... omg........ those ppl sure earned alot of this biz........

how many pirated CDs i owned??? oh man..... i am indeed stupid back then...... shud haf ate more macs and watched more movies than buy CDs......

haha yup i noe..... what am i thinking right??? at least one thing for sure, i havent changed in the way i talk.

2cockroaches and 8 ants

2008-04-27T10:10:00.000-07:00

There it was lying down, unable to move.
The cockroach has lost its two hind legs while having a fierce fight with the ants, all 8 of them.
Uncertain of the cockroach ability to retaliate, one of the ants bravely tried to bite the cockroach and when the cockroach did not retaliate, 3 of them join in the feast.
4 other ants were resting somewhere near the fighting site.

Unknown to the ants, there was another cockroach in hiding and it slowly crawled to the site. When it's near to the ants, it bit on the them who's feasting on the immobile cockroach while the rest continued their meal.
Minutes later, the cockroach went near the immobile one and bit it and swing a bit, the ants retreated.

The time has come for its real feast, the cockroach started to feed on the immobile cockroach while the ants for some reasons just stood by the side. The immobile cockroach struggled and during its last moment, tears flowed down.

Who would have thought that your partner is actually your biggest emnemy....

Yes I know the story is a bit dark.... but seriously this is exactly what went through my mind after sitting there for 15 mins to watch the fight... yes it's a true story that I witnessed.. everything is true except "tears flowed down", I imagined it lidat. cannot hah??? haha

Ok here's another qns that some of u might ask, why u so free in the midst of exams go watch cockroaches and ants fighting?? hahaha I can only answer this: life's not only about your priorities.

路

2008-03-11T09:00:00.000-07:00

我走到路口,寂寞的路口.
不想一个人走,所以掉头就走.
走到了街口,热闹的街口.
热闹的大街,寂寞在内.
走上热闹大街,心是寂寞无比.
看着人们嘻嘻哈哈,我却哭得稀例花啦.

离开了街口,气也松了一口.
一步一步走,一直往回走.
回到了路口,呼吸了一口.
我硬着头皮走,模糊地一直走.
寂寞的道路,冷清地一条路.
心被安抚了,人也清醒了.

Am I joking or am I serious

2008-03-10T14:25:00.000-07:00

It's kind of easy for some to know whether I am joking or serious.
Yet for most, they never know when I'm serious.....
When I say I want to get married soon, am I joking?
When I say I like hello kitty, am I joking?
When I say I am a serious guy, am I joking?
When I say I have an email account called blahblahblah@hellokitty.com, am I joking?
When I say I am girly, am I joking?
When I say I you're beauttiful, am I joking?
When I say someone is beautiful, am I joking?

人善被人欺

2008-03-10T13:59:00.000-07:00

人善被人欺,人恶却又被人厌.
我终究相信人是欺善怕恶的,但还是有少数善良人士存在.
人善良就好,不能太善良,吃亏的总会是自己与家人.
你说这社会里会有人把自己的财产割一些给人吗?(不是做善事喔)
你说这社会里会有人为了帮人而把自己财产抵押给银行然后帮人吗?

Cross Roads

2008-02-28T09:55:00.000-08:00

2am and I'm here thinking abt cross roads......
Haha actually I'm suppose to be thinking of how to type my bloody fyp report....
Yah loh it's bloody..... cos I vomit alot of blood liao............

So most of my guy friends are all at this cross road right?
Hopefully we all can cross the road correctly and safely.

Let's not waste time~!

Move on now

To realise......

2008-02-25T22:18:00.000-08:00

To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother
who has given birth to
A premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the tr ain, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident...

To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

Time waits for no one.

Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when

you can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.

So.........

IN SHORT
DO NOT REALISE HOW VALUABLE I'M ONLY AFTER U LOSE ME

*winkz*

Today's My Birthday

2008-02-22T02:58:00.000-08:00

25 years ago, a terror was born.
Though I see myself as a terror, I'm a gem to alot of people leh kekekeke *wink*
BHB?
Nah, I'm just proud of myself.
Here I'm standing proud and strong.

A heart felt thanks to all of you who remembered my birthday.
I appreciate it alot...

Aiyah not that hard to rem my bday rite? haha

I received countless greetings throughout the day, okok at least 30. 5 sms came while I was having quiz hee.

Like I always say, no use rattling on and on when no one's interested what U did last summer.

A quarter of a century gone.
so fast......
I wont advocate that birthdays are not impt for they indicate u r getting old.
they're impt for a simple fact that 25 years ago, my parents were more than delighted to bring me into this world.

Though my bday celebration seems to go wrong every now and then(it was my lunar bday last week) I'm still gg to spend it happily :)

I wanted to eat the bday noodles..........
I wanted to go fish & co. ................
I want to watch movie.....................

I wont say I'm a simple guy(most guys say that for God Knows What Reason) but I dun see my "wants" as anything too complicated..........

I can always do that other times right? hahaa
U shud know, somethings are to be done only on that day...
For eg, presents are best sent out on the actual day, bday greetings are best said on bday itself(though unless exceptions)
therefore, bday wants shud be done on bday itself.

Dun go away with the idea that I am unhappy hahaa
I'm gg home to celebrate my bday liao leh
got bday cake waiting for me at home muahaahaaa

Lastly,
祝我生日快乐.

又是生病的季节

2008-02-05T09:31:00.000-08:00

相信很多我的朋友都病倒了吧.
喉咙痛,咳嗽,感冐,发烧......
珍重.

猪年的最后一季并过的不是很顺利.
想要做些什么呢就一定会有阻碍
不想做的呢?
就一个接一个来......

人就是这么奇怪
为何总要等到失去后才想珍惜?
那是活该吗?还是应该觉得这些人可怜?

明知道友人在看你写的东西,又何必故意写些伤人的东西呢?
过后再来告诉全世界你又要"搬家"了.

知道你一向自以为是,但有些时候就得替人着想...
现在搞到这样,受伤害最重的可不是你.
所以说我最讨厌和以自我为中心的混蛋结交.

Thanksgiving Day

2008-01-23T08:22:00.000-08:00

I just feel like thanking ppl ard me, juz in case I run out of time.
My family of course come first.
all others not in any order at all.
And if I failed to mention you but common frens we all have, believe me, I realli missed you out. haha
My family ( alot of members sia)
pri sch frens(chi initials)
wc
wm
my
kn
cs
yw
yj
kk
ys
kl
ml
jx
ky
ys
i am sure i missed out quite alot

sec fren
rp
wy
xj
sj
xr
xm
my
en
za
xy
tt
ky
js
yl
yy
xh
yk
mx
jc
lf
zq
of cos i missed out those i hardly keep in contact

army
hmmm u guys noe who u r.
ppl who call me by the name rat.
a set of extraordinary exp for us all.

uni
hmmmm not much
haha
got lah of cos
pq
sj
yd
yl
zy
wt

oh god i missed out jc
why issit that my memories so faded?
cos we hardly meet up?
i have some problem rem who were in my class now.... other than those frm my sec sch.
i rem u xj
i rem u ft
i rem u sl

thank you people

Professionals

2007-12-30T20:10:00.000-08:00

Been pondering over this qns
"what makes a professional?"

I know worldwide there're 5 recognised professionals
Lawyer
Doctor
Architect
Engineer
Accountant

yes and in australia many many more like hairdresser? cook? etc

so how great are these professionals???

haiz sadly to say that it's not a proud thing to tell people that you know nuts about your profession..........

so what makes a professional can anyone enlighten me?????

to me I made things simplified for my own understanding.....

A professional is simply someone who knows a certain field more than the majority....
for eg, I may take donkey years to calculate sth that's to an accountant's eyes-chicken feet.
or I may not even know i've breached the law when it's so obvious to a lawyer.
u know how to perform an operation???? i dunno, the nearest i go is to IV (intra venular or sth lidat lah) someone.
what abt designing a building? of cos i know, i know how to graffiti lah, draw a house on paper can lah, ask me a design can lah but i am very certain that the design can never be made into a building w/o considerations of God knows what.
Engineer??? U know how to test and see i the circuits are working?? I'm sure all the technicians in the related fields knows how to... what sets engineers apart is the fact that when things go wrong, they're suppose to be the gurus.....

What am I??
A professional to be? I highly doubt myself
A jack of some trades??? A joker lah myabe, no jack. haha
A good for nothing??? Well Cant be lah given the fact there are realli alot of good for nothings ard.
A walking zombie? nah, I prefer sleeping.

So what am I???

I certainly dunno but one thing for sure

Thay call me Jianwei.

Friendship

2007-12-30T02:54:00.000-08:00

"I have no idea how we managed to be friends after so many years"
sounds familiar to some of u?

Actually, I have no idea how friendships can deteriorate after being friends for so many years......

so why?

I guess friendship needs to be maintained, and sth more than juz "maintaining" it.

Understanding your friend might be the key for long term friendship.

Some of u might say sometimes i dun understand my frens but we still managed to be frens!

well then i guess it boils down to respect.

even w/o understannding, respect can b given.

so guys, show ur frens some respect pls... even if they're ur frens for ur whole life............

Random updates

2007-12-23T09:16:00.000-08:00

It was great meeting up with fren(s) knowing 1 fact, that is the feeling nv change.

Life's all abt choices. You made yours, I'll respect it. I made mine, respect it.

Character cant be changed, but u can change ur temper.

Breakthrough is what everyone wants to achieve, but few get it.

What consist of a cycle. u hungry u eat, full liao sleepy go sleep. wake up tummyache go toilet, after toilet hungry again go eat again blah blah blah

Sometimes you need to let go to go further

2007-12-04T22:42:00.000-08:00

Ever tried going all out to get sth u wan and in the end got urself so tired?
Maybe u need to let go of sth to relieve urself from fatigue.

Why the hell i say this suddenly????

This is the reason......

I was yawning and doing stretching.........
both hands were stretched to the max towards the sky....
suddenly I realised I could reach further for one of my hands if I let go of the other hand.

Haha sounds silly? sounds stupid?????

Nah, u noe thats typical me *winkz*

What the hell............................... :( lousy website

2007-11-16T12:57:00.000-08:00

What the hell..... who the hell are these monsters!!!!!!!
I only know stephen chow n sharon au..........

so unfair.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Look at hers!!!!!!!
even the guy chosen is the renowned ANDY LAU what the hell......
bias!!!! sexist!!!!!! discrimination!!!!!!!!!!!
somemore all the chosen girls buay pai one leh.....
den mine leh!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!! pui pui pui!!!!!!!!

爱错?错爱?

2007-11-13T07:20:00.001-08:00

它们有什么共同之处???
到底爱错了人比较悲哀?
还是错爱悲哀?
我没有答案。。。。
只是觉得它们俩最终应该都是悲剧吧。。。

那是为什么?

2007-11-12T11:38:00.000-08:00

他高兴地跳着,跑着,玩着...
看到熟悉的脸孔,兴奋不已地便跑向那张脸孔....
也许是太高兴了,也许是太兴奋了
当他跑到那张脸孔时,用力的就往熟悉脸孔身上拍...
啪!啪!啪!

Toshiba Recruitment Talk

2007-10-31T08:23:00.000-07:00

Will be situated in Japan.
They'll teach you japanese.
Take care of your visa application.
They'll pay for your travelling fees.
Enjoy the benefits just like all japanese employees

Sounds good?

Far from it.

Pay is ard S$2600

First thing first....

You are treated like all japanese (sounds ok right????) which means to say you are not treated like an expat~!!!!! meaning???? THEY LOOK DOWN ON US!!!! ALL FOREIGNERS~!
Ok Maybe I sound too extreme but u get the pt. They just dun wan to groom any foreigners.

Lodging.... you're to pay for your own lodging.... (even if u r staying in dorm provided by Toshiba.)

How much ?? minimum $400.

Travelling is limited only to taking trains ( on your working days of cos) sat sun can go zaeh sai liao cos you'll haf no $$$ to go anywhere

U r to pay ard 30% of your salary to taxes.... Go do your own calculation

Bond 3 years!!!!! WTF? i mean wat bond?? wat benefits did u give me in the first place?????

When asked abt managerial positions , hw many are foreigners, they evade the qns... to dunno wat lah......

I did my calculation, one would left with around S$900 every month, I wonder wat can one do with this amt.... cant even fly home.... kns......

I dunno wats the advantages of this recruitment talk......
seriously no idea.........
except for 1 fact......

If i love Japan so much I 'll go all out for it cos it'll be a fabulous deal cos....
1) I'm treated like a jap!!! (yah right)
2) I'll enjoy their pension!!!!
3) at age 60 b4 i retire, I would have gotten my Jap citizenship!!!!! ( yet I doubt i'm in any high post position that i should have been if i were to stay for so long)

当咖啡遇到茶

2007-10-29T12:51:00.000-07:00

当咖啡遇到茶会是怎样的情形??
鸳鴦?哈哈...
你在茶餐厅啊?
两个拥有着这么多共同之处却又那么的遥远.....
一个是种子,一个是叶子...
在多共同点也还是差得远...

世界这么大,科技这么发达,大家都各自飞

2007-10-19T01:52:00.000-07:00

世界这么大,科技这么发达,大家都各自飞.
科技把你我的距离拉得好远
但也是同样的科技把你我的距离拉得近,靠得紧

飞机飞啊飞,电话也跟着打啊打... ...

矛盾的故事从古至今不断在重复
你我在面前时我们都没把握着对方
当飞机在另一端降落时才猛然想起我们已错过对方

也许外国的月亮比较圆吧

在那里月亮比较圆因为有你的存在
不知本地的月亮有没有比较圆因为我在???

Dedicated to #dunmanians

2007-10-18T03:20:00.000-07:00

Looks familiar? #dunmanians ??
Hw long was it that I was in it.....
Chatting saying "hi" meeting seniors juniors friends and who knows, maybe teachers????

those were the days.......

the craze was over, at least for me.....
but those were fond memories.... at least to me as a teenager.

I cant imagine going in #dunmanians chatting w ppl like 13 years old!? (or maybe #dunmanians dont exists anymore?) and yah, my nephew is 13 years old.......

Juz how many of us has forgotten hw we used to think? naively inoccently childishly.... well I dun like to admit it but " act maturely"

those were the days that we thought we are mature liao, we can take the roles of an adult..... who says we cant go into r/s who says we dun haf discipline who says I cant perform academically if I go out shopping, play or even using the net???? Why are the adults always so irritating........

maybe cos I am a uncle of alot of children right now.... I do feel that I am that irritating adult haha sad but true.

Bye #dunmanians. I know I cant nv be back at those days anymore.....

Something I've been wondering

2007-10-05T04:41:00.000-07:00

During these 4 yrs of studies there are modules on interpersonal skills presentation skills, resume writings blah blah blah... mainly effective communications, technical communications, professional communications.

I seriously wondered why all the lau zha bors that taught me call themselves MISS........ Maybe it's a good thing to remain single.
I dun mind to remain single provided I am rich, filthy rich....
I can adopt a child n raise him or her up so that when i am old my money goes to somewhere... or have lots of pets, so i wont feel bored...... n when i am old and cannot move or whatever shit, i can employ nurse doctors whoever i need to tend to me......

Oh shit... sth is missing in my trend of thought~!~!~!

"WHERE IS THE LOVE?"

Ok, I guess I wont remain single.

Guess what's the no. 1 reason???????

I no money lah......... need to guess one meh?????

2nd reason?????

I scared I lonely. haha

Ok Here's a post after so long

2007-10-03T03:32:00.000-07:00

Yes yes yes I noe. It's been long since I last posted a single alphabet.
Alot of u guys have been asking me to post.... thx for letting me I'm not forgotten..
Dun get me wrong, I din do on purpose not to post juz to have this feeling of importance that "hey got ppl ask me blog leh" haha
of cos everyone likes to feel important in some way or another and i noe i am impt in one way or another.

So wat am I suppose to blog??? been so long... nt that i haf nth to post, actually i ve too much to post if i realli wanna do it.

SO????

wait lah let me find a topic first lah.....

ok here goes

ever have this feeling of not feeling appreciated????
I mean u feel u ve done alot, u feel that u haf tried in ur own way to do ur best for ur grp or sth???

yet at the end of the day ur reward is someone coming up to u n says "hey I think U haf slacked, U realli shouldnt haf been so inactive, muz b proactive mah"

OR

"i think u are taking things for granted, I dunno why U r always lidat, wait for things to happen"

Well well well ppl are hard to please...... and there's a great tendancy for others to judge U esp when they're involved in it

this is my random thoughts, nth of such sort happened to me at least.

I'm yr 4 liao, final yr in university.... looking back, I've nth to look back....
Looking forward???? Worse, I dread what lies ahead.... Looking at present???? wellwellwell yr 4 sucks.......

does that mean i ve wasted my uni life????? hahaha
who are you to judge???

to my friends that I miss, do take care of urself......

I feel old

2007-07-01T10:46:00.000-07:00

I am no longer the soldier 3 years ago....
3 years doesnt seem a long time, yet 3 years managed to make me feel old....
whats a 2 and a half hr walk without load to us back then....
this time round, it killed us all......
we met each other when we were 19, now we are 24.

You And Me

2007-05-02T04:10:00.000-07:00

Notice there's no I in You and Me.
there's U in You and Me
and U always come before Me.

Drinks I have drank in a day

2007-04-25T04:01:00.000-07:00

1)chicken essense
2) 2x red bull
3)milk tea
4)coffee
5)3x oolong tea

Will I get poisoning?

Urgent Request

2007-04-22T04:03:00.000-07:00

Can someone do this favour for me?????

Go do some research on whether a person wearing gold ring has higher electrical conductivity than a person who doesnt.....

After which go find out that those who kena lightning strike got wear gold ring or not.....

If really got wear gold ring 2 things will happen
1) sales of gold rings will go down
2)Kena charge till bankrupt

okok I admit.....
I am too bored.......

And the conversation continues

2007-04-13T00:09:00.001-07:00

"

des says:
after yr exams go out leh
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
yeah man
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
i cant wait
des says:
cant wait ah..
des says:
then b4 your exams lo
des says:
haha
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
i dun wan to faint when i see my results haha
des says:
aiya..always somewhere there one mah
des says:
haha
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
knn
des says:
i mean near A and B
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
i was nv near this range
des says:
C, D ,E near A and B lo
des says:
hahaha
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
where got E one
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
A B C D or F
des says:
eh..E for exceptional???
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
E for Excellence
des says:
yup..a grade made for the Rat only
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
hahaa
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
Rat is grade R lah
des says:
retake?
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
R for roughly there
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
knn
des says:
haha
des says:
or "resign yr fate"
"

Down And Under

2007-04-13T00:04:00.000-07:00

Dunno why been feeling so sian......
A cock conversation btwn me n ape. hippo join in nxt time.

"
des says:
i dun wan slp wif rat lah
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
fuck
des says:
smelly
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
aPe smellier
des says:
no lah..u got see rat bathe on meh
des says:
one
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
gt
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
in drain watewr
des says:
even got shirt call bathing ape lo
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
thats why
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
its an irony
des says:
cb
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
apes dun bath
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
so why the bathing ape leh?
des says:
eh..u nv see documetry meh..the apes all bath in htose hot springs
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
muz be asking the apes to watch out better go bath
des says:
rats only swimming in sewer water
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
u nv see the after show lah.... no one ever visit that hot spring after that
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
haha
des says:
tt means got bath till very clean mah
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
no it juz means ape's too smelly
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
newater still got ppl drink leh
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
even when rats bath in it
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
shows how clean rats are
des says:
shit
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
haha
des says:
nothing to say
Jiwe[22]--- ,. says:
we cock lah debate cock topic
des says:
ah then..a rat and ape tok
des says:
dun tok cock...tok wat "

not many ppl will actually bother to talk to me lidat. thanks man bro.

孰可忍,孰不可忍

2007-04-02T02:45:00.000-07:00

世界就是这么奇妙,
那句老话说得真好
"当局者迷,旁观者清"
事件这么明显,这么能看不到呢????

面子.....真他妈的要命.
脾气.....干他的.............

朋友门....... 不要把一切当理所当然......
我想试问一下"你们当中有谁跟朋友出去后会对他说"谢谢"?"
你们当中有收过类似这些语言吗????

我生气了,
你当然知道当我生气时后果多严重,可惜的是也只有你知道......
极限已到,DUN TRY YOUR LUCK.

世界这么大,你的度量是如此的小.....呜呼哎哉...........................

长大吧..............小孩...............
你已不再是当初那个人见人爱,人见人抱的娃娃了.........................

我脾气早已收敛很多了,恳请你不要让我爆发.
因为我不知如何收拾残局...........

Too many things to blog

2007-03-04T09:40:00.000-08:00

I'll do a super random blog to conclude all the things I wanted to blog yet nv..... In super broken rojak english.
thx all my frens n relatives who sent me happybday sms, appreciate it alot.....
for ppl who thinks bday sms is nth much, let me tell u to me it means alot, at least it says i rem ur bday. though a simple gesture yet requires u to haf that someone in mind to send that sms... AND u only haf 24 hrs. YUP 24 hrs.... most of u do realise for me bday greetings shud b sent on bday, n not any other mother sons day.

alot of things happened.

u said u glad u found another anchor of ur life. u shud very well noe that this anchor has been left onshore for so long unused by u that it's rusty rite? *wink* of cos i noe u nv left ur presence n i always hold that special feeling in my heart

hows ur major decision???? i ve no fear that u 'll make a lousy one like i told u..... 7 years later pls come back to me n tell me "i'm glad i made this decision 7 yrs ago"

u say u wanna be pampered n not b yelled at.......
he felt he pampered u enuff.... not surprising....
I am sure he did (long ago or maybe in his own ways that u dun approve of)

u say u envy new r/s, fire so strong..... urs the fire like become warm only....
up to individual. sometimes pls see things at a wider angle........

alot of misunderstandings r not necessary n theres communication.
being able to hold one's temper helps.... be cool n heated arguments can b avoided
seeing the other party's view helps.
if he cant see it from her view, naturally quarrels occur n she cant see it from his view, of cos u'll feel neglected........

树欲静而风不止,子欲养而亲不在.

rem the $1 story??????

rem crash n burn?

rem me.

"Nice" Figure

2007-01-25T00:36:00.000-08:00

Sth i heard on the bus.
For some unknown reasons, there's another SBS staff on board other than the driver.
At one of the stops, a very verY veRY vERY VERY BIG SIZE guy board the bus.
The sbs staff was in a very happy mood I can tell (dun ask me how i can tell lah.... use your eyes)
He greeted the guy "hello! Nice figure!"
You should haf taken a look on that guy's expression man.....
I mumbled " "Nice" Try "

com'on, trying to be friendly muz be tactful lah....
is this wat u call good serice??? GEMs hah???
I HATE GEMs....... Only COUNTRIES WITH POOR SERVICES NEED STH SO LAME AS GEMs. BUT HOH they say SINGAPORE SERVICES IS GOOD ACCORDING TO SOME SURVEY LEH.... SO NO NEED GEMs LAH........

自欺欺人,我呸!
*做呕*
呸呸呸呸呸!!!!!!!!!!!!!

鱼缸与海洋-后续

2007-01-17T06:35:00.000-08:00

鱼的家是鱼缸还是海洋？
无论是鱼缸或是海洋，
只要能让它感到安定就是家吧。
游尽大海的鱼现在想倒回游向鱼缸.
鱼也会累的,无厘头的游啊游,迟早会迷失方向.
迷失后就自然而然地想到"家"(鱼缸)
不能游时却厌恶那受保护的玻璃,恨不得能油向大海.

青苔之吻

2007-01-14T08:23:00.000-08:00

好特别的名字.

鱼缸与海洋

2007-01-11T02:49:00.000-08:00

生活在鱼缸里的我,没事做只好等待每天主人喂食.
偶尔有人在外观赏,我也就能走走秀.
一天一天的过,很快的我不知生活真缔在哪儿.
那生活在大海的我又怎样了呢?
没有主人喂食,天天在这茫茫大海里找食物...
天天如此,很快的生命的意义也消失了.
两个结果都是一样------一条死鱼.
不同环境,同样结果,只因为同样念头.
换个角度也许就能做只快乐鱼.
人生经历很多,不再要求什么,只求能安安定定的过.
换言之也是在说只求每天能平平安安的找到食物就满足,
做只快乐鱼.

其实做什么鱼都好,我不要做一只在鱼缸外的鱼.
绝对不要像某某人,口不对心.哈哈.

谢谢你

2007-01-04T06:17:00.000-08:00

你对我说你很喜欢我写的东西.
谢谢你对我的肯定.
有些人觉得是谬论.
有些人觉得我胡乱哈啦.
观念的偏差就足以造成不同的观点.

火锅

2007-01-02T09:10:00.000-08:00

火锅餐上看趣事.
他一定已经乐过度了,
什么事都这么好玩.
言语挑衅,动作与思想不一致.
两个字:好笑.
你不也乐在其中吗?
享受他的点滴.
你们之间的默契,只有你们才能培养.
不是不喜欢你,相信你比谁都更清楚
只是太喜欢你,所以"针对"你.
这一幕幕,两个字:温馨.
他用他的方式爱你
你用你的方式爱他
献上:最真心的祝福.

ZJ's last comment on my blog

2006-12-31T10:28:00.000-08:00

ZJ:since your happiness is derived from your inner peace, doesn't the presence of happiness suggest the presence of peace in your journey? ;p

well well well... what can I say....... BINGO.

Jiwe is no longer 22

2006-12-31T10:15:00.000-08:00

No longer 22 so mai act 22.....
Let me be more realistic, jiwe2007 ba...
no creativity I noe *shrugs*
haha