Awaken the Devil Withiin

I think I posted sth similar b4. Anyway, I think I have( I say "I" cos I dun wan to sweep my statement like I usually do) an empty shell, an angel and a devil within me.
Some ppl call that angel the plus entity or the better self of u, some ppl call that devil the minus entity or the bad self. To me it's juz angel and devil and my empty shell.....

I have the choice to choose to be the angel or the devil or take bits and pieces of each of them, kind of mix and match. Ppl who noe me for certain period of time noes that I the devil is pretty dominant in me for quite a long period of time( I am not saying which is better than which, I think it depends. The angel to u might be the devil to others)

Yet I've received alot of comments complimenting me on my behaviour. yes it's pretty extreme at times. I am an extremist according to some of u.
of course there were a sequence of events that happened that changed me.

I acknowledge the fact that I've 2 selfs.

A split sec is all that it's needed to transform from an angel to devil, yet it takes time to transform from devil to angel. maybe thats why ppl says 学好三年.学坏三天吧.

The best compliment I ever received

I feel honored to receive such a comment esp when I know you love your bro alot.

"It's all my brother's and your fault that I have such a hard time finding a bf. My standards in finding a bf is simply too high"

LOL thanks hah. For equating me n ur bro tog as a benchmark for u to find a bf.

I admit I'm great, but not yet that great. Winky winkz
I admit I'm a gentleman, but not yet a true gentleman. winkz

so what am I????

A great ................. 伪君子. heeheee

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人生不如意事有十之八九...
你也知道家家有本难念的经,更何况人人.

I am just more than glad to know that you are still who you are. all the same, just a lil lost and scared. and that leads to almost everything that u choose to do.

you're great, in achieving ur status at ur age.
but not that great, in keeping your mind in a sane mode.
oh yes I am saying u r insane. muahahaha. u noe exactly what I mean even when I have such a poor choice of words. heee.

in ur lil organiser maybe it's time to put down ur spiritual wants, and set a date to it???? hahaa no lah ... so that u can look and read at it everyday.
one's spirit often outlive its physical self.

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