I am fortunate

I do feel I'm fortunate amidst all the unfortunate events.......

Life's tough, I am gathering strength to move on.....

I cannot panic!!! All's lost if I panic!!

I am so blessed to have you during this dark hours of my life......

Civil War Amidst Recession

In a recession, ppl are fighting tog against retrenchment
Only IDIOTS create a civil war.
In such a war, civilians & country itself suffer......

What's my rights

If it's a privilege, I wont ask for more......
If it's my entitlement, you better give it to me......

The world is full of petty people...... No privilege is fine with me, but when you try to take away my entitlement, I lost all respect for you........

As we go on....

We all gain some and lose some....
Over the yrs, I've lost so much on the surface yet I've gained so much in depth.
I thank all of you sincerely to making me a better person every single day.

For once I wasnt there physically

My apologies to you
This time round I wasnt by your side even though I very much wanted to......
Like I said earlier on, it seems like someone out there is trying to make you face yourself alone.
Nv once I've doubted your ability, not this time round definitely.
Though you've flown away, I just wanted to let you know in any case you need me, I'm just a phone call away. +65 in front dun forget.

We all know 'friends' are ppl who dun put ur name in their calendar, while friends do put ur name in their calendar. And you know that I belong to neither categories.
I do not need a calendar to put ur name inside.

HFMD

Which stands for Hand Foot Mouth Disease in full......
Commonly thought by the mass that it's sth only kids kena.......
How wrong is that man.......
My nephew kena it at age 14......
I kena it at age 25.........
My sis kena it at age 32........
And the powerful disease carrier is my niece!!!!!!!!
1 ginna infect 2 adults and 1 1/2adult.......
Hand Foot Mouth Disease
My sis kena hand disease
My nephew kena foot disease
I kena mouth disease!!!!! TMD
Ulcars are painful I know!!!!!!
And half my tongue kena!!!!!!!!!!!
I couldnt eat anything
for 4 days i went without food can you imagine that???
Drank milk milo water nia........
Tmd..........

Awaken the Devil Withiin

I think I posted sth similar b4. Anyway, I think I have( I say "I" cos I dun wan to sweep my statement like I usually do) an empty shell, an angel and a devil within me.
Some ppl call that angel the plus entity or the better self of u, some ppl call that devil the minus entity or the bad self. To me it's juz angel and devil and my empty shell.....

I have the choice to choose to be the angel or the devil or take bits and pieces of each of them, kind of mix and match. Ppl who noe me for certain period of time noes that I the devil is pretty dominant in me for quite a long period of time( I am not saying which is better than which, I think it depends. The angel to u might be the devil to others)

Yet I've received alot of comments complimenting me on my behaviour. yes it's pretty extreme at times. I am an extremist according to some of u.
of course there were a sequence of events that happened that changed me.

I acknowledge the fact that I've 2 selfs.

A split sec is all that it's needed to transform from an angel to devil, yet it takes time to transform from devil to angel. maybe thats why ppl says 学好三年.学坏三天吧.